Okay, I REALLY want to try to get into one of the PMD groups but I just, this anxiety i have when trying to do even the simplest conversation is destroying me. There are so many things I want to do, people I want to talk to but that stupid wall of anxiety just says nope. SOMEHOW I'll get into pmd, someday, probably far in the future at my current rate. I'm being held so far back and getting so stressed out blarg.